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User:starrgirlgeiger (10540800)
She knows she's more than just a little misunderstood
she has trouble acting normal when she's nervous
Name:Geiger
Website:Queertastic!
Location:The Rabbit Hole, United States
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“I’d rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints.”



Name: Nicole//Geiger//Nikkie//Pippin//Ginger
Age: Older than me teeth, younger than me bones
Home: Nowhere and everywhere. If home is where the heart is, than I am anywhere Jon, Katherine, and Shay happen to be.
Education: I take courses at CSM but have no idea what my major is anymore.
Aspirations: Be published, join the Peace Corps, make love in the rain, swim naked in the ocean, and figure out my purpose in this mixed up world.




I am fantastic and slightly unhinged. I go to school but have no idea or real direction as to where I am going. That notion really scares me. But sometimes, when I take a step back, I accept the fact that I cannot fit on a conveyer belt. I honestly believe that everyone has the potential to change the world or at least, their own personal world. I am an activist for peace and equality. I spend a lot of my time reading non fiction books about mental disease, oppression, feminism, and over coming obstacles. I watch trashy lifetime movies on the weekend. I have more DVDs, books, and writing tablets than anything else. My room is a bottomless pit of creativity and insanity. I love to over decorate and pretend that I am artistic. I love to laugh and smile and give hugs because I just want everyone to know they are special. I am corny. I am a hopeless and helpless romantic. I am a realist. I know what needs to be done and I figure out solutions. I believe in conflict resolution. I am anti war. I am a lesbian. This is me. This is my blog. And although it may not make a lot of sense, this place is my mental sanctuary. And I invite all those willing and wanting to come on in. I won’t bite. Promise.



Good Stuff:
Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
Dr. Seuss

Nothing Gold Can Stay
--Robert Frost
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me. But it's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once and it's too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst. And then I remember to relax, and not try to hold on to it. And then it flows through me like rain. And I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life. You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. Don't worry, you will someday.
From American Beauty

And in the naked light I saw ten thousand people, maybe more. People talking without speaking, people hearing without listening, people writing songs that voices never share. And no one dared disturb the sound of silence. "Fools", saidl I, "You do not know, Silence like a cancer grows. Hear my words that I might teach you. Take my words that I might reach you." But my words, like silent raindrops fell and echoed in the wells of silence. and the people bowed and prayed to the neon god they made. And the sign flashed out its warning in the words that it was forming. And the sign said, "The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls and the tenement halls." And whispered the sounds of silence.
From the Sounds of Silence by Simon and Garfunkel

Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery, none but ourselves can free our minds.
From Redemption Song by Bob Marley

Words are, of course, the most powerful drug used by mankind.
Rudyard Kipling







Memories::1 entry
Interests:141: afi, alcohol, alice in wonderland, antartica, are you my mother, astrology, astronomy, audrey hepburn, awesomely good movies, ballet, barn dances, beaches, beauty and the beast, buddhism, cairo, canada, candles, card tricks, chinese food, clubbing, crying, dancing, death, depression, dreams, drugs, egpyt, elizabeth wurtzel, eyes, farenheit 451, fear, finding nemo, flying, fortune telling, france, free falling, gems, ghost hunters, ghosts, goldfish, graveyards, guppies, harry potter, hauntings, higher ground, hinduism, hospitals, illusionists, italy, jazz, kelli morrison, kitties, kool aid, les miserables, lesbian, lgbt community, literature, little critter, love, magic, magicians, meditating, moonbeams, motion city soundtrack, music, musicals, my nieces, new york city, new zealand, nose rings, ocd, oceans, paganism, painting, palm readings, panic attacks, passion, penguins, people, peter pan, pink floyd, pizza, poe, pro choice, prozac nation, psychology, rain, rainbows, remus lupin, rolie polie olie, ryl, salads, san francisco, sea cucumber, seaglass, seizures, self sacrifice, sex, sexual abuse, sharks, sheer madness, shel silverstein, si, sign language, singing, sketching, snake bite piercings, social issues, social justice, south pacific, spain, spirits, spirtuality, stars, strangers, tarot cards, tea pots, the game of life, the giving tree, the human body, the lorax, the lovely bones, the occult, the outsiders, the polar express, the tribe, theater, third eye blind, tibet, trade secret, trees, vampires, washington dc, water, weight loss, wicca, women, worry stones, wrist tattoos, yoga, you
Schools:Arthur Middleton Elementary School - Waldorf, MD
Milton M. Somers Middle School - La Plata, MD
William B. Wade Elementary School - Waldorf, MD
Friends:
People53:123birds, __sasami__, angiemorse, baby_snister, biogrrl, bluecrimsonrain, brainbucket, broketoof, c_hrista, chiaaysa, dirty__glamour, dirtyunclealex, dollie_decay, erice675, femmefaeryvixen, fierce_desea, fritothegreat, humangraffiti, inthekeyofe, iwantasoda, jessbay, lacey_la, lil_turtle0523, lilmisfits8811, loser_face_grrl, mebizevil, meltinsideme, miss_watson, mittens_, mortalsimi, nakedfaery, no_jane_doe, piercedxwolfie, rainbowfaeries, rareeshow, red_hibiscus, rexrodentium, rhapsodyofrain, ruckyou, ruderugger, sabbath301, seashorekt, seedsofsedition, semi_symphony, splayedmaw, tamasha420, thecatdoesdrugs, thegirlpolice, tipensosempre, transitory_tink, twoheadedboi, vulpine_frenzy, yellowcrayon87
Communities31:1shakespeare, animated_beauty, anyotherworld, attemptfailed, bathroom_party, born2luvagrl, colorbar_crazy, connectconfide, dyke_drama, dyke_rioteers, ghosthuntersfan, houseicons, icons4choice, idategirls, law_n_order_svu, lawandordersvu, lj_maintenance, ljforchoice, m15m, news, no_bash_beauty, penvomit, pro_choice, projectwordslam, rainbow_room, sc3nexaesthetic, svu_icons, the_institution, tipoftheday, tribefans, voteforwatson
Mutual Friends:46: 123birds, __sasami__, baby_snister, biogrrl, bluecrimsonrain, brainbucket, broketoof, chiaaysa, dirty__glamour, dirtyunclealex, dollie_decay, erice675, femmefaeryvixen, fierce_desea, fritothegreat, humangraffiti, inthekeyofe, iwantasoda, jessbay, lacey_la, lil_turtle0523, lilmisfits8811, loser_face_grrl, mebizevil, meltinsideme, miss_watson, mittens_, mortalsimi, nakedfaery, no_jane_doe, piercedxwolfie, rainbowfaeries, rareeshow, red_hibiscus, rexrodentium, ruderugger, sabbath301, seashorekt, semi_symphony, splayedmaw, tamasha420, thegirlpolice, tipensosempre, transitory_tink, vulpine_frenzy, yellowcrayon87
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